Monday Meditation: Wet Ingredients

My favorite cake has always been carrot cake.

My mom is famous for hers — it was my birthday wish every year.

I loved baking it with her.

I loved watching how the wet ingredients were mixed together first,

separate from the dry,

before it all came together to become something new.

Lately,

I feel like those wet ingredients.

So much is shifting within me:

• Coming home to Calgary after 17 years away

• Becoming a full-time coach and entrepreneur

• Living caffeine-free for the first time in two decades

• Healing PCOS through nourishment, strength, and slowing down

So much is changing.

I don’t even know what kind of cake I’m becoming.

At my Breathwork Workshop yesterday, under the New Moon in Taurus,

I asked this question:

What do you want to commit to cultivating — in your physical home, and in the body you live in?

My commitment?

To give myself full permission to be here —

in the messy, uncertain,

delicious phase of wet ingredients.

No form.

No final product.

Just movement.

Just becoming.

And so I ask you tonight:

What is your commitment — to your home, to your body, to this becoming?

With Love,

Gillian